music videos on screen

Hedgehog in the Fog (1975) / Yuriy Norshteyn
human behavior (1993) /bjork/ Michel Gondry

both were my very favorites i watched them on dvd lots
but situation was so different this time
to watch those short films or mv on SCREEN was fantastic

flow of light to screen from projector / space
sound of film x sound of ambient air / space
existance of others / space

i was also interested in agnes varda's film in film and groovision's mv.

for barry ray

for barry ray live performance in tokyo
at ecoda cafe flying teapot

i love their touch to each instruments
feeling like quiet breathing
i was happy to be there with them performance

it was funny i was looking they were there among all japanese people
and it was strange i felt more home in my home country japan
because of their existance...

a flower

my beautiful friend gave a flower to me
i was very very happily impressed...

i was late to come because i got on wrong train first
finally when i reached at ecoda station
she was standing there with a flower
with her smile she gave me a flower
i loved the flower of course but also i loved her smile then
i was just surprised at and overly happy

up and down (down version)

im not maybe tired.
but absolutely confused.

not always
but indeed very often.

i dont like it... i know!

-
up and down
up and down
slow fast
slow fast...
(night crusing)
-

heres too far
too far
and
too separated
from there and everything...

i want to be 100% purely happy
i want to experience to be 100% purely happy ... once more...

ah. i mean. maybe.

i want to get my mind status
as that i can feel more happy towards the happies
and as that i can keep those happies longer in my mind
to keep me happy

because sometimes i am actually happy!!
( like after going to hair dresser )

but. soon. thats gonna be corapsed.
because
the empty monster / nothing monster hit me to get me confused.

but i dont know...
are those monsters my enemies?
or..... could be friends?

anyway. what am i talkin bout?!