Wednesday, 30 May 2007

music videos on screen

Hedgehog in the Fog (1975) / Yuriy Norshteyn
human behavior (1993) /bjork/ Michel Gondry

both were my very favorites i watched them on dvd lots
but situation was so different this time
to watch those short films or mv on SCREEN was fantastic

flow of light to screen from projector / space
sound of film x sound of ambient air / space
existance of others / space

i was also interested in agnes varda's film in film and groovision's mv.

Tuesday, 29 May 2007

for barry ray

for barry ray live performance in tokyo
at ecoda cafe flying teapot

i love their touch to each instruments
feeling like quiet breathing
i was happy to be there with them performance

it was funny i was looking they were there among all japanese people
and it was strange i felt more home in my home country japan
because of their existance...

a flower

my beautiful friend gave a flower to me
i was very very happily impressed...

i was late to come because i got on wrong train first
finally when i reached at ecoda station
she was standing there with a flower
with her smile she gave me a flower
i loved the flower of course but also i loved her smile then
i was just surprised at and overly happy

Thursday, 10 May 2007

up and down (down version)

im not maybe tired.
but absolutely confused.

not always
but indeed very often.

i dont like it... i know!

up and down
up and down
slow fast
slow fast...
(night crusing)

heres too far
too far
too separated
from there and everything...

i want to be 100% purely happy
i want to experience to be 100% purely happy ... once more...

ah. i mean. maybe.

i want to get my mind status
as that i can feel more happy towards the happies
and as that i can keep those happies longer in my mind
to keep me happy

because sometimes i am actually happy!!
( like after going to hair dresser )

but. soon. thats gonna be corapsed.
the empty monster / nothing monster hit me to get me confused.

but i dont know...
are those monsters my enemies?
or..... could be friends?

anyway. what am i talkin bout?!