Friday, 15 June 2007

tenkawa village

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in tenkawa - dorogawa onsen - in Nara. water, spring water, is soft and absolutely clean. people are tender and tender. food is beautiful (so japanese as even i am impressed). i had a beautiful time in there...tenkawa woods. spritual. air. humidity. clean.great woods. big trees. deep green. rich green.green color which absorbed the water springs from undersoil.sound of woods. talking woods. echo of birds.we ride on monorail in this woods.that was... little bit scary!!! but that was bizarre memory.so straight japanese cedar trees.in Tenkawa. there is Kamisama (japanese god) of art and music.i bought an 'omamori' (lucky charm) for art and music there.Tenkawa. in terms of various things.its a significant place.

水が綺麗な所だった。だからお豆腐がおいしかった。その他の料理もおいしかった。殿様みたいなお膳で食べた。人々がすごくやさしかった。この地の名水みたいに、やわらかい人々。びっくりする。天の川温泉があったり。天に近い場所。神様が宿る場所。宿泊したのは。洞川温泉の柳家旅館。女将さん手作りのおせんべいあり。館内のそこここにあった生け花が見事で。山から採ってきた葉っぱや、栽培している花を使い生けたという。とてもやさしい時間だった。心が水を吸収した感じ。感動した。山。川。土。天川の森。澄んだ空気。潤う空気。朝。杉がたくさん。他の木もたくさん。太い幹。高い幹。見渡す。見上げる。カッコウの鳴き声。生で初めて聞いた。ホーホケキョの声もした。森の音。森の声。森の精。もののけ姫みたい。深い緑。地下から湧き出る水をしっかり吸った緑色。

この森で。モノレールに乗った。手作りモノレール。乗り場に携帯電話の番号が書いてあって、モノレールに乗りたいと電話したら、おじちゃんが来てくれた。ものすごい急勾配で。正直。恐かった!けど。一番の思い出。モノレールで登った先で、鍾乳洞に入り、コウモリに出会った。展望台からは。ものすごい眺めで。世界遺産の大峯山をむこうに望み。現地のおばちゃんとモノレールのおじちゃんに話を聞きながら。吉野のくず湯をいただいた。美しい味だった。そして。吊り橋を渡り。山道を歩いた。どこまでもまっすぐな杉だった。ここ。天川には芸能の神様がいる。諸芸上達御守。なるものを買った。天川。いろんな事に。意味がある場所だった。天川村。すごい場所だった。

Tuesday, 12 June 2007

to embody intuition

life is tough. but. should be just simple.
believing inspiration. that's it maybe.

紆余曲折。けどシンプルに。
直感を具現化する。そんだけ。

Wednesday, 30 May 2007

music videos on screen

Hedgehog in the Fog (1975) / Yuriy Norshteyn
human behavior (1993) /bjork/ Michel Gondry

both were my very favorites i watched them on dvd lots
but situation was so different this time
to watch those short films or mv on SCREEN was fantastic

flow of light to screen from projector / space
sound of film x sound of ambient air / space
existance of others / space

i was also interested in agnes varda's film in film and groovision's mv.

Tuesday, 29 May 2007

for barry ray

for barry ray live performance in tokyo
at ecoda cafe flying teapot

i love their touch to each instruments
feeling like quiet breathing
i was happy to be there with them performance

it was funny i was looking they were there among all japanese people
and it was strange i felt more home in my home country japan
because of their existance...
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a flower

my beautiful friend gave a flower to me
i was very very happily impressed...

i was late to come because i got on wrong train first
finally when i reached at ecoda station
she was standing there with a flower
with her smile she gave me a flower
i loved the flower of course but also i loved her smile then
i was just surprised at and overly happy

Thursday, 10 May 2007

up and down (down version)

im not maybe tired.
but absolutely confused.

not always
but indeed very often.

i dont like it... i know!

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up and down
up and down
slow fast
slow fast...
(night crusing)
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heres too far
too far
and
too separated
from there and everything...

i want to be 100% purely happy
i want to experience to be 100% purely happy ... once more...

ah. i mean. maybe.

i want to get my mind status
as that i can feel more happy towards the happies
and as that i can keep those happies longer in my mind
to keep me happy

because sometimes i am actually happy!!
( like after going to hair dresser )

but. soon. thats gonna be corapsed.
because
the empty monster / nothing monster hit me to get me confused.

but i dont know...
are those monsters my enemies?
or..... could be friends?

anyway. what am i talkin bout?!

Wednesday, 25 April 2007

inferiority monster

i never wanted to be me
fuckin damn shit ugly loser
ugly ugly ugly ugly u g l y
im a loser baby so why don't you kill me?

Monday, 23 April 2007

sadistically disturbing again

gift from my sadistic star = pain

the one cant be loved by da one who the one love all the time
the one cant love da one who loves the one all the time

again and again and again and again

no one cant decide the one who fall in love with

crashed like a bug in the ground (let down)

am tired

とにかく悲痛だってこと。

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Saturday, 21 April 2007

dizzy / coma

recognizing the moment
of the slide into
the moment entering

a s t r a l p r o j e c t i o n ?

sound... far away
what this some like filters between ear and sound?

don't understand what i am seeing
but i recognize clearly
substances, space, and colors are incidenting into my sight

walking? moving?
such senses... whats that?
disappeared

like walking moving flying in dreams
recognizing it but not feeling it

then. different strange part of the sense becomes very sharp
sharpness only at the moment
i rather love that

space i can meet only in a coma
sound i can hear only in a coma
sharpness i can get only in a coma

experience of an anaemic person

昏睡状態のシャープな視覚がわりと好きなんだ。