i a m

d a n g e r o u s l y c o n f u s e d.
i n s h o r t. i am l o s t.
l o s t i n T o k y o i n J a p a n.
i spent some time in tokyo for that one week.
visited several places. i met somepeople there.
went to an exhibition. and watched a film.
those were nice.
b u t. i j u s t d o n t k n o w.
i c a n ' t f e e l i a m e x i s t i n g p r o p e r l y.
i a m n o t b r i n g i n g m y s e l f w i t h m e.
N e i t h e r idea nor energy s p r i n g f r o m m e.
i c a n c r e a t e o n l y t e a r s at m i d n i g h t.
at midnight means at noon or evening in a different world.
i a m a t t a c k e d by i l l u s i o n o f t h a t i h a v e b e e n forgotten b y e v e r y o n e.
b y e v e r y s i n g l e p e r s o n.
if i k e e p t o l i v e in h e r e or e v e n D I E i n h e re,
i a m s u r e, n o b o d y s u r e l y n o t i c e s.
m i d n i g h t i s d a n g e r o u s e. i m a y b e a b l e to k i l l m y s e l f.